i envy magical girls

i was back home from school one day when i realized how boring school is, well.. sometimes because the school has very interesting stories but i dont really like the toxic people there, and then i realized.. that i also became those kinds of toxic people, the person i never wanted to be all because of my school's environment, and then i remembered that as a kid, like.. in 3rd grade, i always roleplayed by myself in my room creating OCs and i realized that at that time, i was also bored of life too. but imagination can't save me as a teen just like how it did back when i was 9 years old. i would have loved to watch magical girl shows like sailor moon or pretty cure, but now as a teen, i dont know why but i cant physically watch a magical girl show cause i would 100% get envious of how fun and sparkly those girls my age's life are. 

also, trigger warning before reading this IF you cant physically read cringey stuff made by a 14 year old.

imagine instead of waking up to youre alarm, youll get a little magical creature to wake you up, imagine that insted of this small town, you live in a big city with tons of villains, and imagine instead of scrolling through tiktok after school or homework, you change into a cute harajuku style dress, get a cute magical weapon, and get superpowers, AND you get to fight villains, but you always magically win cause youre a "hero" and "heroes always defeat evil" and maybe instead of a school crush that dosent recognize you and is the only decent guy in school even though hes not at all decent, maybe instead of that, you can get close to a handsome villain dude like those magical girl shows where the main character and the villain falls inlove!!

 i know that SOME of my moots here are probably gonna unfriend me because of this post, but seriously, dont tell me you would rather go through the everyday routine of waking up, going to work/school, come back home, do more work, sleep, and repeat, INSTEAD OF THAT SUPER AMAZING LIFE I JUST DESCRIBED, HELLO??

sorry if i made u cringe everytime i typed a sentence, i know for a fact that one of you reading this atleast did hahha, cause even I felt a little.. cringed out writing this myself