emotional struggles

it is raining on the planet earth right now and the only thing I can think about, is this one particular human I met. She likes the rain. I do too. Do you know the worst part about being an extraterrestrial that doesn’t know anything about the planet he’s on? it’s that I get to experience everything there is to experience in the cosmos. and that includes emotions. Love. I have tried to escape it before. But now it just follows me. Everywhere i go. My species is not new to mating at all, but I have never found my person anywhere. Except here. She likes the “indie” music. She likes to play “Minecraft”. She is very intelligent. She has been kind to me, and I think about her a lot. but what breaks my heart most is that I’m not supposed to be here to love. I’m supposed to be here to complete my mission. I have to gather information about the Earth and then I can get on my way back home. I wasn’t sent here. At least, not by anyone specific. I sent myself here to get away from everything that was happening back home, but I just can’t. how do you human steal with these emotions I cannot find a proper way to do so myself. I have tried every method and nothing is working. Is there something wrong with the way I am thinking? or is this what you humans call “being in love”…? please help, humans…

xoxo zylo…