i hate being autistic

i have what is known as aspergers. i always like to joke about it being like ass burgers, like in south park. i dont like calling it that since its a nazi term. i dont like using those. my family fought the nazis. or they tried to. they were sent to camps. 

i first noticed i was different in first grade. ive always been "smart". ive taken honors classes and things like that. only on paper. i suck at social situations. i felt like an alien my whole life. im a human in the same way a tomato is a fruit. i dont want to be like this.