blog entry 14 : 16/06/2024

overview:

I feel so shallow today. I barely did anything. Tho I did finish phantom of the opera by mazm, it was great. I love visual novels so much I wished there were more mobile based visual novels. Especially wlw ones. Anyways the fact the world is heading towards ww³ is scaring me. I wished I could just move countries easily but that's easier said than done. I feel like I get worse day by day.

things I'm proud that I did today:

♡ played 2 episodes of phantom of the opera 

things I'm not proud that I did today:

♡ not touching my book : fapping : not studying properly : listened to music

plans for tomorrow:

♡ read 5 pages of pride and prejudice : watch a movie : play 1 episode of phantom of the opera : don't listen to music

rant / vent: 

♡ no rant for today

♡ does anyone know how to stop an addiction? I'm addicted to so many things but I can't stop. Even if I try to, when I actually get out of the addiction I go "why not just do it once, it's not like I'm addicted anymore" two of them are corn and music. I have reduced watching corn for like a month and I haven't watched corn for last week at all. I also have reduced my fap time from one hour to 5 to 10 minutes. But I feel like that isn't enough. And for music, it gets stuck on my head so badly to the point I can't focus or do daily tasks with all seriousness. It hurts my head but it feels so good to blast my ears into melodies. If anyone has any tips of how to get rid of addictions please dm me directly!!!

if you cared enough to read this far thank yew, you're very awesome and we should definitely talk (⁠≧⁠▽⁠≦⁠) !!!