Throwback: Love of God & Doubtful Faith

"Love of God and Doubtful Faith"

there's a war raging inside of me

good vs evil

wicked thoughts vs good intentions

tears for regrets

and tears for desires

deep love for god

with great lack of faith

the house of loving encouragement

is the house of judgemental harrassment

is the man i thought i knew

the man i am today?

did i not know that man

i've come to know so well now?

where has everybody gone

alone in a crowded organization

insanely praying for tomorrow

in a world that's dissolving today

falling apart

while the weeks fly away

efforts to be good

result in disaster

withdrawl from reality

brings peace and laughter

family broken and fragmented

like toes of the statue

inches from the end

that ribbon no longer matters

loved ones lost

with hope dwindling

because the battles rage on

with love of goodness

evil ways

love for god and doubtful faith