blockage

Honestly past while now I've been having blocks on anything i use to do from art to photography to even talking to close friends. I just feel like very lethargic and ik I should try and jumpstart myself but everytime I try to focus on something it just dosen't work out, even now writing this I can barely do it. I'm just venting my frustartions out rn. I don't know how to fix this but I badly want to.

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⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⢠⣾⠋⣽⡶⠴⠋⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠙⢿⣏⠻⡷⡄⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀

⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⢀⣠⢯⠇⣼⣿⠖⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠙⢷⡜⡿⣄⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀

⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⣠⠾⣾⣼⡾⠃⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⢠⡄⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⡼⣦⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠘⣷⢷⢻⡷⣄⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀

⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⣠⢾⢿⡌⢿⣿⢀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⢀⡾⠻⡀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⢸⡇⠈⢷⡄⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⢻⣾⣾⢻⡌⠷⣄⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀

⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⢀⠞⢱⠏⢸⠁⢨⣷⣾⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⢸⡧⣄⢧⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⢸⠅⢠⠤⢿⡄⠀⠀⠀⠀⠈⣿⣯⠸⡇⠘⢎⠳⡀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀

⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⢠⠋⡰⠃⠀⠀⠀⢸⣿⣿⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⡿⠀⠀⢻⣆⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⢸⡆⠀⠀⠀⠙⣦⡀⠀⠀⠀⣿⣿⣆⢻⠀⠨⡂⠙⣄⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀

⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⢠⣯⡞⠁⠀⠀⠀⠀⣿⣿⣿⠀⠀⠀⠀⢸⠇⠀⠀⠀⠹⣆⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⢸⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠘⣿⣄⠀⢸⣿⣿⡏⢸⠀⠀⠙⠀⠈⢆⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀

⠀⠀⠀⠀⢀⢟⡝⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⢿⣿⣿⠀⠀⠀⠀⡾⠀⠁⣾⡆⠀⠙⣧⡀⠀⠀⠀⠀⣼⠀⢰⣶⠀⠀⠀⠈⡟⣷⠸⣿⣿⠇⢸⠀⠀⠀⠀⠳⡈⢧⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀

⠀⠀⠀⢀⢾⠞⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⣿⣿⣿⡀⠀⠀⣸⠃⠀⢠⣿⣿⠀⠀⠀⠹⢦⣄⠀⢰⠏⠀⣿⣿⠀⠀⠀⢸⠗⣿⡄⣿⣿⠀⢀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠙⣄⢣⡀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀

⠀⠀⢀⣾⠎⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⣿⣿⣿⣷⡄⢰⣿⡀⠀⡈⢻⡛⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠈⠙⠋⠀⠀⢻⡟⠀⠰⢀⣿⠀⢾⡿⢻⣾⣄⣸⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠈⠑⢣⡀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀

⠀⢀⡞⠁⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠍⣻⣿⡏⢣⣸⣼⣷⡄⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⢶⡲⢶⠶⢖⡾⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⢠⣿⣿⠀⡏⠀⠀⣿⣇⠘⡆⠀⠠⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠳⡀⠀⠀⠀⠀

⢀⠏⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠈⡿⡇⠀⢟⠋⡟⠿⣆⣀⠀⠀⠀⠈⠻⠧⠤⠿⠁⠀⠀⠀⣀⡤⠟⠉⢸⢰⠁⠀⠀⣿⣿⡀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠹⡄⠀⠀⠀

⠈⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⢰⡃⡇⠀⠘⣆⢡⠀⣀⠭⣽⣷⣶⣦⣔⣮⣬⣱⣤⣾⣶⣿⡧⢄⣀⠀⢸⡾⠀⠀⠀⣿⣽⣧⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⡹⡀⠀⠀

⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⢠⣷⠇⠀⢀⡼⢾⠊⠁⢀⡏⠿⠿⢟⣯⠉⠉⢹⡿⣏⡾⠽⡅⠀⠈⣗⡦⣇⠀⠀⠀⣿⢿⢿⠇⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠋⢧⠀⠀

⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⣀⣄⣋⡟⣠⣾⡉⠹⣆⢦⢢⣵⣱⠏⠁⢠⣿⣠⣀⡸⣍⠁⠀⠘⣷⣦⠀⢈⡼⠡⣽⣦⣀⢹⡞⡟⣇⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠐⠀⠀

⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⡼⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣄⠘⣷⣻⠛⠁⠀⢠⡞⠁⠀⠀⠉⠹⡆⠀⠀⠈⣇⠱⣏⣠⣾⣿⣿⣿⣷⣿⣽⣮⡂⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀

⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⢠⢞⣿⠶⢻⣿⣽⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⠟⣱⡿⠃⠀⢀⡼⠁⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⢻⡀⠀⠀⠹⣄⠙⢿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⠏⢻⣷⣄⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀

⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⢠⡖⣿⣿⡷⣄⠙⢿⣿⣿⣿⡿⠁⣰⣏⠀⠀⠀⣼⠃⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠸⡟⠳⠶⠶⢽⣷⠘⣿⣿⣿⣿⡿⠋⣠⠃⣽⣝⣷⣀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀

⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠠⠀⣸⣾⡿⠳⣌⢣⣀⢹⡿⠋⢠⣿⡿⣮⣷⣤⡸⢇⡀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⢹⣀⢂⣿⣿⣿⡀⠀⠙⢿⣏⡤⢾⣥⠜⠁⠙⠻⢽⣗⡂⡀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀

⠿⣗⣒⣢⣤⣤⠤⠶⠛⠁⠀⠀⠀⠉⠈⣩⣴⠶⣾⣷⣶⣦⣈⢻⣿⡢⠍⣳⡄⠀⠀⣠⣴⠾⢓⣴⣿⡽⣶⡾⠷⢦⡄⠀⠁⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠉⠛⠛⠷⣤⣄⣀⣀⣠

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