JUST YAPPING

I doubt anyone would ever actually read this but honestly I just like writing.

The weekend feels slow even though the week itself went rather quickly, I believe it is because I have now finished my exams. I am scared that I have failed my exams (specifically my English+maths) I'm okay at them It's honestly just the exams, I wish I was math smart like I ENVY people that are naturally drawn to maths and understand it.

I have no idea what I am going to do in life, I feel like I spent a lot of my life just wasting time. I feel that everything I like and the careers that correlate to them are boring or just don't make enough money for the amount of time and effort -honestly I could be wrong IDK.

I kind of want to go collage (16-18) for Information and Digital Technology but I'm scared that i don't know enough about technology and what to do + I'll be behind.  

BYE BYE 4 NOW!