A depressing poem for ya

Hopeless

I fell so hopeless, when my mind is filled with of stress

Processing is hard and my bitter thoughts are bared

Im shy and feel like a flagrant retard

Can say a word when I need to be heard 

But my mind climbs high then falls like a dead bird

The Christians have faith and rest assured 

While I consider all that bullshit to be fucking absurd

This life slips away far to fast 

And all I can do is look to the past 

When coming in first I know soon I’ll be last 

         - Jackson Kaisner