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blog entry 13 : 15/06/2024
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I have so much to say today, but I feel like it would belong to the vent and rant section. It was decent today, I went to my aunt's but there was barely any food there. So I'm a little hungry as I'm writing this.
things I'm proud that I did today:
♡ played 2 episodes of phantom of the opera
things I'm not proud that I did today:
♡ not touching my book : fapping : not studying
plans for tomorrow:
♡ read 5 pages of pride and prejudice : watch a movie : play 1 episode of phantom of the opera
rant / vent:
♡ oh my fucking HELL this shitty chrome refreshed my page and I had to rewrite my diary.
♡ it feels so great to have a space for myself where I can let out all of my cormy thoughts. I feel like I can talk about the charecters I relate to so freely without sounding corny. And I understand why it would sound weird and pathetic to other people when I call drop dead insane charecters 'literally me'. I agree with them so I never talk about the charecters I relate to online. But here I can let it out all freely!!! I'm literally Erik, Erik from phantom of the opera. I know I need therapy for this but I understand some of his actions. And would even do it for my love. Probably even worse things because I would've only cared about myself. Would that even be love? But that's not for me to question. I'm glad I'm aromantic too because I would've gone insane if I fell in love. Since I lost my shit over a little situationship. I'm still stuck onto that. But yea I'm literally Erik, he's me I'm him. I'm also literally sua!!! And Celestia ludenburg. My online name was inspired from Celestia of Danganronpa!!! I picked it up literally when I was 12. Still proud of it till today. I have no one to tell me I'm not them, there's no one to tell me I need help, there's no one to tell me they can fix me. That's all I needed. Tho I would really love to see someone to try and fix me.
if you cared enough to read this far thank yew, you're very awesome and we should definitely talk (≧▽≦) !!!
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Mystic
i hv been wanting to read the phantom of the opera (pls motivate me) !!
ALSO, Pride and Prejudice had me HOOKED. OH-EM LAWD the drama made me SO PISSED XDD but.... i liked it. The tension and biting remarks between the leads.. yes.
AND YES, I watched the movie and yes I kept replaying the part where Darcy clenched his fist after holding Elizabeth's hand.... I loved the story and the obstacles between the lovers ! u should def read it ! (it took me so much time to read it cause of the different english)
GO AND READ THE PHANTOM OF THE OPERA!!! personally I just played the game phantom of the opera by mazm. It was still so good!!! And I'm currently reading pride and prejudice but istg the old English is making it so hard!! (●´⌓`●)
by mishti; ; Report
YESS !(✧ω✧) I'll find either the book or an online source to read it !!
AND u hv no clue how many times i have googled what the terms mean, i also had to put in MANY sentences to understand and re-read the damn pages ☆⌒(>。<)
by Mystic; ; Report
I USED REWORDIFY!!! and for which paragraphs I didn't understand at ALL I went to reddit and chat gpt for help ୧(＾ 〰 ＾)୨
by mishti; ; Report
ooh? rewordify...i'll remember that ! omg ! chatgpt.... i read pride and prejudice before chatgpt became a thing (ಥ﹏ಥ)
but omg, u are right ! i completely forget about chatgpt ! ill use that for the next classics i wanna read...
I wanna read Frankenstein next! -- well, after phantom of the opera !
by Mystic; ; Report