well there goes my chance

ive had a secret admirer / croomf in my strawpage / discord server / twt for a few weeks now ,, 3 or so days ago (finding out today) that they said im no longer croomf bc i have/had nmlnm in my bio.... i mostly meant it with a grain of salt. im not sure what i am , let alone who i like i just know that i like women and girls and fem presenting people and the idea of dating a man isnt usually what i think about..ive never dated men or women ,, so im not sure.. (my only ex was agender) and im open to try everything at least once. or.. at least i try to be open. auuu i wanted to know who it was...hopefully they'll confess now that they dont want me anymore ? itll make me a bit disappointed i think.. though im still curious.. (and lowk want them to want me but i know thats the desperation talking) i really want someone chat. i have no idea who it is thatd be deterred by nmlnm...do i even talk to anyone like that? im not too on top of my friends orientations ,, except maybe two.. point is. i really wanna know its eating at me PLEASE CONFESS TO ME I BEG