changing phases :p

Hii guys okay it's been a long time since I wrote a blog. And it's honestly just because of pure boredom and laziness heh. As the subject mentioned, I've changed the things I like, and I can't even control it. Like, this week I REALLY LOVE my little pony, and I can't let my time be wasted on anything else. I don't even play any games this week, forgot my gambling addiction in gacha games, and then i miss my dailies everywhere. But it feels really boring if I do that. I lost interest so quickly, and maybe next week I'll be obsessed with something else. I don't even watch any shows before, so it's kinda weird. And it's not only for games or shows. I do that for songs, the subject I like, aesthetics, hobbies, and the horrible one: friends. For example, like music, I will just search for good songs and then find one, and then completely forget about it until someday my brain sings that song, and then I get obsessed with the song and the artist. And it's honestly crazy because sometimes I'd be hearing the old song I liked, and get disgusted... like I've liked this song before?? It doesn't sound that good now that I hear it. Okay, the worst one.. Friends. Like, unless you guys don't send me reels anymore or ask me to hang out, I'll just abandon you. I can't find topics, and you're just boring to talk to. I'll find new friends and then talk to them 24/7, and after realizing they're better, it feels really weird to talk to other friends. And then I probably get colder with my replies, ew, like I feel so bad, but I just don't know, so yeah, whatever. And then this just made me dont have any favorites, or just harder to choose because if i choose one, im gonna get biased but its not that true so like..... uh weird