the world is a burning trash fire

I've thought about the future a lot recently. Not the distant future, but the future in like a year or two. I want to make something both of myself and for myself, but everything is insane right now, and I don't even know what will happen next month, let alone next year. It feels like the damn apocalypse is coming, except all four horsemen are taking turns tag-teaming the world right now. As much as I try to make light of it, whether through jokes or just distracting myself entirely, it won't go away. Personally, I blame one person for this. Actually, two.