(Vent) i hate my fucking ‘friend’ with every fiver of my body.

so for context i havnt always been a metalhead or someone within the β€˜alternative’ umbrella, i used to be a total douchbag b4 I converted to Christianity (i was homophobic, sexist, racist etc) this was about like 2022 to late 2023 and even then it took me a whole year to finally achieve being β€œmyself” ( whole backstory thing is too long to explain)

this β€˜friend’ i have hasn’t changed a single bit. He keeps tryna β€˜fit in’ with the β€˜popular kids’ (whole all collectively hate and bully him) and now that he knows im β€˜alternative’, he hates my frickin’ guts and FUCK I hate the man too, ive tried to level with him about his stupid ambitions but hes just absolutely brainwashed on the idea of bein popular, has been since lockdown..Β 

Anyways i used to be scared of showing him my interests, only recently i have displayed myself to him as a metalhead via fashion and sharing music, he doesn’t sit with me anymore in class and talks shit about me.

I’ve tried and tried to get him to snap the fuck back to reality but it’s no use, hes genuinely unpleasant to be around. I want to stop being friends with him altogether but it’d just hurt too much cuz we’ve been friends for like 5 years, but ik that the more i stay ill just get hurt more and more.

im planning to beat the shit outa him someday, and eventually when we leave school ill ditch him altogether.


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secretaryofstate

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Don't associate yourself with him anymore. You're the main character and he's the NPC, don't stoop down as low as to care about someone who treats you like that
Distract yourself with your interests/hobbies, or in worse case scenario do beat up that guy🌹


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thanks dude, i will do so for i have lost hope in this man

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𝓒𝓴𝔂

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Wow yeah the whole β€œpopularity” thing is so immature and silly. Honestly don’t even like try and argue with him anymore imo just leave him be. When he starts actually thinking and snaps back into it he’ll realize how stupidly he’s acting and maybe actually come and apologize to you


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I bet he'd be too stubborn for that

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Well then he lost a genuinely good friend who cared and was worried for him and its his loss

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Indeed

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