Favorite movie or my dream? mix

The first time I saw "Whiplash", I fell in love, I could say it's my favorite movie. I love the way it addresses consistency and the need to achieve a dream, which draws me to it. What connects with me is that I also need something that attracts me as much as the drums do for him. I would like to live off music, and I would say that's my dream. It's what I connect with the most, and it makes me happy. I have no rush to start looking for connections; maybe I just have to wait or keep finding my ways to improve my production. I think my biggest influence is JPEGMAFIA, I simply adore his production, and I'm not in a hurry to start with music because he started gaining fame when he was older. I'm only 18, even if I seem older in my mind, I don't know. I want to live off it, but I need that consistency from "Whiplash" and connections. Being an introverted person does not help at all