Alr guys bc it’s summer i think I should tell you abt my school year…

Alr here we go… so the beginning of school we have my friends from last year:

(Im using all fake names except for my friend that introduced to here lmao)

Kai

Mary

Carol

Eris

Carl

Ml<3

Alexa (she ended up moving)

But anyways me, Mary and carol were all super close we had been a friend group for years, but as you know you meet new ppl so I had some friends but nothing could beat my main friend group. So for years I had a crush on Mary, and when I would date ppl I would compare them TO MARY. But anyways one day im in the last class of the day which is basically a free period and im siting next to Carl. Mary texts me, “be my boyfriend 🫦” and ofc I don’t know if she’s joking bc im neurodivergent i will crash out if I think to hard abt these things, anyways i tell Carl and hes like OMG ILL WINGMAN FOR YOU (stfu Carl) so he does and I ask Mary out and BOOM :D. SHES MY GIRLFRIEND. And later that night there was a local carnival so OFC J WANTED TO TAKE MARY. We go and it’s great we kiss and we’re happy. Later Shes talking abt TWLLINF her parents bc she tells her parents litteraly everything. I was worried but Yk I trusted her too. Okay now it gets bad…

She texts me that night saying, “Dont text me, I’ll tell you tmrw I promise”

And my dumbass is like “im gonna text her back and tell her I love her bc that would be a wonderful thing for her parents to see when searching her phone!!!”

So the next day Shes not at school and so I dm her on pintrest. She responds and says “we’ll talk tmrw I promise🫶”

And so the next day im at school and I see her in the hall so I run up and hug her, and she just says bye and walks away.

We’re in my second to last period (that used to be orcestra before I got behind) and she says “we need to break up” which I expected her to say that bc of her parents but then she said something that absolutely obliterated my well being, “im gonna be avoiding you from now on”

Now this might not seem like too much but let me explain

She was literally my idle, I loved her so much ot felt like I could just worship her, not to mention I had a crush on her for 2 years.

Anyways i go home and I cry, the next day is the same, I cried everyday for abt 2 weeks and made almost 3 attempts… no wonder they say wlw love is brutal…

ANYWAYS SORRY FOR MAKING THAT DEPRESSING IM GONNA GO BC ITS 5:07 IN THE MORNING AND I WAKE UP AND 7 AND IF MY MOM FINDS PUT I DID THIS AFTER PROMISING I WOULDNT, I WILL GET SO GROUNDED, AND THERES STILL SO MUCH TEA TO SPILL SO ILL SEE YOU SOON BYEEEEEEE<333

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