random scattered summer thoughts

every summer i somehow end up staying up reading random fanfics/webtoons until 3 am, playing sims 5 hours of the day, impulsively deciding to cut my shirts to be off the shoulder (which always happens to go wrong), and having one specific huge mental breakdown in june over a boy that somehow motivates me to take care of myself and become confident in myself, and taking buzzfeed quizzes to find out what kind of pasta i am

but i wish i could go to the beach but i live in a land locked state so i can't just walk to the beach or something. but this saturday i'm probably going thrifting so i hope that i find some cool stuff. not that it has anything to do with going to the beach lol

also on snapchat i was tapping through people's stories carelessly when SUDDENLY i somehow clicked to add someone and they accepted me and the first thing they did was send a snap like ummm who are you.

like idk i just don't understand snapchat i guess i just have it to talk to some people and for the filters but like idk and one time this same thing happened so i opened the dude's snaps and sent some back of like the wall or something and this dude was like "left on read is crazy 🙄" like what ?? hello what was i supposed to do? respond to this random guy's photos who apparently goes to my school ?? that's just not in my nature yk like what ?? like am i just not understanding something here or like what

also i don't get people who expect me to snap back to every snap they send like okay chronically online freakazoid i am NOT going to be spending my precious alone time sending photos of my HAND for your twenty snaps of half your face. 

or like some people will randomly message me being all like "wyl" like why tf would i show you a photo of myself when you can't even type out the sentence "what do you look like?"