maybe stop listening to sad music??

I WANT TO BUT I DON'T FEEL LIKE IT. 

I feel the need to be sad, and I want it to flow naturally away.

I just hate why I am sad. All because of a boy. One I never dated and cannot now. This is all new to me and it's very uncomfortable. I have to keep reminding myself that this is normal. I am a teenage girl (18yrs of age). As a way of coping, and making sense of emotions. I am here because I don't want to annoy my friends with this. I've talked about him too much already. Much more than I should've. Maybe I'll do a full rant post of him.

Anyway, gimme sad song recs :)