another survey (give us bulletins already!)

1. First thing you wash in the shower? hair bc I have to apply my toning hair mask so it sits while I do everything else
2. Are you more of a coffee or alcohol drinker? coffee for sure. I rarely drink anymore unless it's the holidays lmfao
3. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again? yep!
4. Do you plan outfits? if I have something significant going on. if it's just an ordinary day I just see where the day takes me. 
5. How are you feeling RIGHT now? I have heartburn but I'm v comfy and excited to make this heartburn worse with the chili I have in the crock pot
6. Whats the closest thing to you thats red? the shirt my husband is wearing
7. What would you do if you opened your door and saw a dead body? honestly? I would probably faint
8. Tell me about the last dream you remember having? so there was this group of bullies at our apartment complex and if they didn't like you they'd harass you. well, they threatened my kids. so I beat the shit out of them. then I woke up.
9. Three of your current feelings? cozy, excited, content
10. What are you craving right now? my chili
11. Turn ons? taking control
12. Turn offs? lying
13. What comes to mind when I say cabbage? patch kids
14. When was the last time you cried? Why? a couple weeks ago in therapy when talking about my family issues
15. If you could be a superhero, who would you want to be? a powerpuff girl
16. Did the one person who hurt you most in your life apologize? nope.
17. Do you bite into your ice cream or just lick it? idk I just kinda eat it with a spoon.
18. Favorite movie ever? it changes from time to time but I really like a Christmas story right now bc Christmas duh
19. Do you like yourself? somedays I fucking love who I'm becoming and then other days I hate myself there's no in between.
20. Have you ever met a celebrity? no!
21. Could you handle being in the military? nah
22. What are you listening to right now? my husband's video game
23. How many countries have you visited? well I live in the US so that doesn't count. but I've been to France, Italy, and Greece. I also spent an hour in Germany but I never made it out of the airport so that probably doesn't really count either. 
24. Are your parents strict? eehhhh my dad was strict and didn't really let us do what we wanted without doing chores first and had a lot of rules. my mom let us do whatever we wanted essentially but she yelled so fucking much.
25. Would you go sky diving? yes!
26. Would you go out to eat with a stranger? idk, I don't think my anxiety would let me do it
27. Whats on your mind right now? just thinking about this chili, my friend.
28. Is there anything you want to say to someone? yeah--bad vibes don't match my fucking outfit.
29. Have you ever been in a castle? does medieval times count?
30. Do you rent movies often? yes all the time! we love movie nights!
31. Whats your zodiac sign? gemini affff
32. When was the last time you had sex? idk tbh
33. Name five facts about yourself. -my son and I have the same birthday. -it took my husband and I two years of trying to have my daughter. -I have three cats (jazzy, maple, and titan). -I'm really good parallel park-er. -you get four facts.
34. Ever had a near death experience? I don't think so
35. Do you believe in karma or predestiny? yes and yes
36. Brown or white eggs? white
37. Do you own something from Hot Topic? nope, don't think so. used to be my favorite store tho
38. Ever been on a train? yep
39. Ever been in love? am now!
40. If you were paid 1 million dollars to spend the night in a supposed haunted house, would you do it? yeah
41. If you could trade places with any person living or dead, who would you trade places with? I wouldn't.
42. If you could shorten your life expectancy by 10 years to becopme more attractive, would you do it? nah.
43. Whom do you admire and why? my husband. he has an infinite amount of patience and he does everything for me and the kids. he's the best.
44. What was your favorite bedtime story as a child? my parents didn't read to me lmfaoo
45. You’re walking down the street, you come across a burning building. A woman says her baby is trapped inside, what would you do? call the fire dept
46. If you could choose the future profession of your son or daughter, would you? no
47. What was your best experience on drugs or alcohol? my husband and I did molly before a wedding once. that was fun.
48. What was your worst experience on drugs or alcohol? don't remember
50. As your walking down the street you find a suitcase full of money sitting next to a parked car, would you take it? first of all, my paranoid ass would be too scared to approach a mysterious suitcase next to a car. I'm not trying to be baited to be killed, okay? 
51. If you found that a close friend has AIDS, would you still hang out with them? why the fuck would I not hang out with them? tf?
52. In front of you are 10 pistols, 5 of which are loaded. If you survive you’d receive 100 million dollars. Would you be willing to place 1 to your head and pull the trigger? No lmfao I have responsibilities 
53. How old were you when you lost your virginity? 18
54. Do you believe in ghosts, werewolves or vampires? ghosts!
55. If you could live forever, would you want to? only if I had my loved ones to live forever with me
56. Which fictional movie character most resembles who you are? Alexis Rose
57. If you could go back in time, which time period would you visit? 
58. If they were to televise a live execution, would you watch it? I wouldn't
59. If you could be the president of the USA, would you be willing to do it? hell no
60. If you could choose the sex of your unborn child, would you want to? no
61. Would you rather live longer or be wealthy? be wealthy. if I die my kids will always be taken care of.