I actually cooked this time, and I don't know what to do now. (+ news)

Alright guys, I have so much stuff to update y'all on since last time. I'll announce the album later. 

So, what happened since the last blog post?

I'll tell you. The controversy was settled down; I went back to school for a disciplinary hearing type shit. It was nice and it went in my favor. I'm not sure if I got a punishment, but I know that other parties potentially got... 1 day of suspension. Which is nothing, but I don't care either way.

My exam week went well. I got a full mark in Math, and the other exams were decently easy too.

After the exam week, I said goodbye to the school and blasted LONG TIME when I left.

After school was "over" for me, I was very busy. I went to Bursa with my mom, I got a new haircut, I finally ate some good Iskender at the OG location, I stayed at my aunt's house, and it was great. After I came back to Istanbul, I had two driving lessons for the next two days. It was just me driving a car in the same road for an hour or so. It was fun, but I was tired because I got SICK.

Yep. I got sick during my stay in Bursa. I don't know how, but I'mma assume that it's because the seasons changed. It was a small thing, like I was 1% sick, but it was still affecting my life. I had to rest a lot, take medication a lot, it was just some common cold.

Anyways, after the driving lessons for two days, it was time for me to go ABROAD.

Hell yeah, it was awesome. We had a lot of trouble while going to Germany, like, in Köln they found 3 bombs from WWII, and they kicked everyone out the city for that day to defuse the bombs. We couldn't go to our normal hotel because of that, and we stayed at a different hotel in a different city. It was no problem though.

In my second day, I was super excited, and I had so much fun. I met up with Remilia, and we had a really fun day. We wore cosplays and walked all around the town, passing by schools, parks, streets, centres, and everyone was looking at us confused because they don't normally see people wearing funky costumes. We even stopped by ALDI; I can finally say that I canonically SHOPPED AT ALDI! Hahahaha... I even took a photo with two giant fumos, a Remilia and Flandre fumo.

After that, we went back home, and we played Roblox to burn time. It was still fun, though. Like, it was called "Something Evil Will Happen" and we were throwing bombs and shit, trolling people and getting them killed. After hours of gameplay, it was time for dinner, and after that, I went back to my hotel. Genuinely though, that was one of the greatest days of my life.

That day was so good, that I got my soul back. That's how good it was.

I also went to Venice. It was a really relaxing city, and one that's extraordinary. Walking around was fun, we did casual tourist stuff, shopped some bags and all, and it was a short break. After 2 or so days, I was back at Istanbul.

Anyways, that's when I made the album. Like always, a random gust of creativity came in and I got to work. I was having so much fun making the album, a lot of random effects, pure experimental, and I knew that it would all come together. It might seem like a shocker but most of my albums are made in 24 hours. It's not rushing, because that's just the norm for me. It turned out great.

HT3 by Sonic4

It has a lame title, but I couldn't think of a better one. I didn't want to call it "HXPPY THXUGHTS 3" because this one has nothing to do with Hxppy Thxughts. It's just a continuation of HXPPY THXUGHTS 2 story wise.

But damn, I'm really proud of this. Could it be in my Top 10 albums? Maybe? Maybe not? It's hard to rank my albums, but this one is really great. I made the structure of it similar to All The Memories From The Underground Classroom, because that was my first album.

In a way, I was mentally back at the place I started from. Back to nothing.

The album cover is really unusual too, but I think it's very cool. It's the same scenery from The Underground Classroom's album cover, but it's just Yukari and I standing there. I don't know if you can go too deep and interpret it in different ways, but I sure as hell can.

I could also get into explaining some of the meanings behind the tracks, but that would be a little unnecessary. I would only like to explain ONE track, which might seem like an unnecessary interlude but it has a lot of significance.

SONIC4'S INTERLUDE by Sonic4 (track)

This one, it was a replacement for The Examinating Week in All The Memories. That one had an echoing recording of a creaky chair, but this interlude has no chair.

It's based off a real life event too. When I was going through my last controversy, I had to wait in some kind of like, managers room for a long time. It was for my safety and all, but I was losing my mind in there. It was kinda dark, I was all alone, and suffering from all this mental pain. 

From the sadness and boredom, I was mumbling some song lyrics to myself. "You took my heart and found it free..." was Out Of Nowhere, "Thanks for unforgettable nights..." was from Thanks... and "Though we must part, there'll be no change of heart..." was from Remember me. They're all songs from All The Memories From The Underground Classroom.

Then, I just said "Stop..." It's an interlude from THE WORST AND LAST OF SONIC4, but the lyrics were very fitting for my situation. 

"I wanna go home! Take off this uniform and leave the show! But I'm waiting in this cell because I have to know... Have I been guilty all this time"?

Seemingly random, but it was the first track I made for this album back when it first happened.

Another honorable mention is MIX FOR 2025 by Sonic4 (track), but this doesn't need an explanation. I just love that track, and it has to be the best track in the whole album. A subversion of expectations. It starts off with a glitchy version of September 2021, but transitions into an epic mashup that's also a noise track at the same time. I love it.

RESTLESS DREAMING by Sonic4 (track) is another mashup. This one was about my nostalgia for early 2024, and the memories I made with Alice.

I hope you enjoy this album as much as I do. I know that nobody listens to my shit at this day and age, but I'm trying to distance myself from it. I want to quit and live a boring and peaceful life without anything in it. My life is still pretty much shitty, despite all the good stuff that happened.

I'll say one more thing, if I haven't already said it. Eray & Hits is about to end. There's only 1 more single left to make, one which I don't know if I'll ever make. But that's my last chance, and I'm saving it for later. So, if I make another parody as Eray & Hits, it will be the last one.

I will compile all of my singles into one mixtape, and delete/unlist the single releases to clean up the place. I'm not really proud of being known with shitty parodies. I make so many serious and great stuff, but no one checks it out. Eray & Hits music is as normal as I can get, and I don't like it.

Overall, I'm trying to pull away from any of my music outlets as possible. I have a few albums to make, like The Outsider's "Gensokyo" which is still incomplete. I'm leaving the electronic noise and ambient pain of that for another day.

And... Yeah. That's it. Bye guys.

OH WAIT, ONE MORE THING!

Since my last post, the server has revived for a bit. Tewi unintentionally inspired me to revive the server, and I did that by unbanning all of the "evil" members, like Evil Kel, Soviet, and Tewi. It's just a chaotic mess, one that's super unappealing, and one that's full of hate. All we do is hate on each other, and it somehow keeps the chat alive.

I want to proclaim one last thing before I go.

WE ARE NOT SONIC4 TEST RECORDS ANYMORE!

So fuck off and leave me alone. I want to die. I hate everything.

Yeah... Back to classic me, rambling and shit.

Anyways, bye guys.