overreaction final boss

yummy

maybe im overreacting but i miss everyone around me so much, i still miss them when theyre around me, i shouldve been grateful before when i used to have people messaging me rather than complaining, hearing people now talking abt how many notifications they get from people make me jealous, it sucks

i'll forever be the person who remembers every interaction, the person who brings them up in a sentence 'do you remember when' and most of the time, they dont remember

then that makes me feel that i should probably let go of the memories since maybe they never meant that much to others as much as i value them

i try to start a convo but like always, it dies. maybe that's another problem i have, wanting to talk to people so bad but i can never make it work out and that doesnt even matter if people dont want to talk to me in the first place like yeah nvm ill end the convo since u clearly dont wanna talk to me, jokes but whatever right, i miss when we were able to send msgs that were more than 5 words