its been a while wooaaa

lord its been a hot minute since the last time I made one of these ermmmm whats new? A LOT

for starters THEY FUCKED UP MY HAIRCUT so now i gotta regrow it again whatever. I knowwww its better to do your hair yourself especially with an emo cut but I thought I could trust this lady since she's a family friend but NOPE I GUESS NOT so now there is a CHUNK taken off my side part and I have not stopped tweaking about it since. 
here is a pic of how i tried to still salvage it (the clip is there to not show the gap)
I look chopped as fuck plz dont mind that also took these at my grams

some other shit about my looks is that i am stretching my lobes!!! going for a 6g rn so 4mm and so far so good.

anyway ermmmmmm what else idk i gotta sign up for next semester at college and its gonna be a nightmare, what do you mean i have been there for a year already? lots to think about whatevs.

i am starting to think that relationships are probably not for me since everyone I talk to is always really sexual about it and it grosses me out like a LOT (not sure if I'm asexual but im probs somewhere under that umbrella i guessssssssss kinda probably) always that or they turn out to be shitty people so i guess for now i can sit in my room and play games all i want.


OH ALSO literally an hour ago i finished a final destination marathon with my friends!!!!!! with the fred movie between them but yknow that just makes it better. was chilling until the new movie during the mri scene i literally had to take my headphones off and cover my eyes i was crying bro i did not wanna see that part but i managed, heh im cool like that.

anyway its like about to be 5 am so im gonna head out umm if i forgot something i will probs post about it tomorrow, saying that as if anyone reads these ermm are we deaduzz??? anyway BYE!!