im back!

hey guys!! its been a couple days. i dunno who you "guys" are, but lets pretend someone reads these. how is everyone? im doing pretty good. let me tell you guys the tea. so right.. im close with this boy. ill refer to him as dude. so right, me and dude have been friends for 2 years. on a call about a month ago i asked him what made him see me js as a friend.. bc dude here likes pretty much any-and every-girl who exists. anywho.. GUYS. dude here tells me he has liked me for a WHILE. im shocked to say the least. because ive been defending dude with my life. ive been beating the crush allegations for so long, and after hearing that theres no way i was anymore. so im sitting here, not knowing WTF to say back, jaw on the floor, phone across the room, and wide eyed. i really didnt know if i liked him back. like i never fully thought about it tbh. its def crossed my mind, the thought of me and dude dating, but i never like fully knew. i get jealous when he likes girls and i giggle when he says something sweet, but i never knew if i wanted it to be more than a friendship. so right, as if it couldnt get worse.. he asks me out. wtf wtf WTF. i tell him i need time to think, and i brush it off. we forget about it and it feels like it never happened. then, there was a formal event me and dude both had to go to. everyone is popping out with dates, so we just decided to call eachother our dates. we get there, everyones chilling and jumping around with the music, whatever. the night goes on and im tired and sweaty. im looking for dude and he was the same; tired and sweaty. he walks over to me and we go over to a far away table and just sit. we start recording videos off my phone and stuff. then, "Marry You" by Bruno Mars starts playing. i know. corny. but we start singing. at some point we started straight up just singing straight to eachother. it was odd. i knew in the moment i wanted to kiss him, but i just wasnt thinking. it was such an easy shot. but no. i didnt. anyways, i caught feelings. this sounds nerdy. i know. but my moms friend is a behavioral/body language analyst. i showed her the video and she says hes totally into me based off of it, but what do i DOOOOOO!!??!?!?!??!?????!?!?!!!!