graduating is weird

im graduating high school in a week or so. its all so surreal. ive been in my school for around 6 years i think 7-12, i was forced to move past 6th grade. even though im going to college and i know i still have a few years before im really truly dependent on myself, i still have the idea in my head of, one day ill be in my parents position. like im going to own a house, and when i say that, to me, its such a major thing that my friends dont seem to understand. i still have so much life to live and its so weird to me. at some point ill (hopefully) have kids! and thats kind of an insanely hard pill to swallow, just imagining being an adult with a house and dealing with all of my finances seems like an impossible future completely out of reach, except its going to happen, whether im ready for it or not. its both exciting and terrifying. im ready and im not, but what happens happens and im just in it for the ride i guess?