I wanna disconnect

I enjoy liminal spaces, they look so out of touch with reality. Dreamcore and weirdcore stuff too, i like the fact there’s a bit of liminality into it.

Liminal spaces really comfort me because i’m into the idea of escaping reality and such

Like, I talk a lot about consciousness, souls, reality, space, dreams, and out of body experiences. I favor the idea of astral projection the most.

Things like astral projection and out of body experiences comfort me because the idea of getting my consciousness out of my own body/out of reality is kind of what I want. Not permanently, maybe just a little escape from the world. cause it gets really tiring being stuck in the same body and in the same world, i just wanna ascend to another world where nobody has to bother me too much. things where pain and exhaustion don’t matter because i’m not connected to my own body

sometimes i want to plug myself into technology so my consciousness or something can be sucked it to go to another realm. something like serial experiments lain(off topic but i really want her room i like the sound of technology it sounds like they’re breathing/talking to me)

or sometimes i imagine touching a window and being able to float out of it, into the sky. Also I stare at puddles for too long imagining that if i step in it, i could fall into another world. like portals!

I feel like there’s a barrier between reality and other realms, i feel like im so close yet so far like i’m touching a thin piece of glass seperating me from the other places i could go

dissociating and meditating is the closest thing i’ve actually gotten to feeling disconnected but yeah