I hate summer school

   I'm low-key treating my blog like a diary. I don't want the whole world to see this or anything. Space-hey really is a nice place to just jot stuff down, and if your lucky maybe someone will read it. Plus if I ever die hopefully my friends will find my account and read everything. That would be really aesthetic I feel like. 

   I wish this website was more popular, there's no one on here. I guess that's kind of contradicting what I just said, but it would be nice to have a friend on here. Nonetheless having a small isolated place on the internet is satisfying. I guess I'll just start writing everything that happens to me in my blog. 

   My friend got dumped by her boyfriend a few days ago. I totally saw it coming. He was such a freak too. Although I'm happy she isn't around him anymore, I feel so bad because she seemed really happy to have a bf. She deserves so much better. I don't know why everyone treats her so bad, especially her family. I've grown to kinda hate them. She's such an unlucky person, which I hate because ever since we've met I thought she was perfect. She so funny and shes always there for me and I think shes pretty. 

  I kind of hate my other best friend. We didn't have a fight or anything, but we haven't talked all summer. I kind of hope it stays that way. I'm getting sick of her. Her humor is so outdated at times, and sometimes  she grosses me out. She makes fun of me sometimes too. I'm not to mad about that because I know shes not intentionally trying to make me feel bad, but its still annoying.

  I'm really not much better than her though, and I don't want to create drama. Shes been a good enough friend to me, and I hope I've done the same in return. I know in the future when I'm an adult I wont ever talk to her, so it doesn't matter much. 

 I'm failing my class


0 Kudos

Comments

Displaying 1 of 1 comments ( View all | Add Comment )

Pixie⁀★

Pixie⁀★'s profile picture

I think your current situation with your 'bestfriend' is okay, you're going to outgrow people and maybe that's for the better--Its a bittersweet feeling. I've found myself toying with that same dilemma, and as someone that only talks to her and my boyfriend consistently it's hard to imagine a life without her regardless. She may not really match me, but she's always been there & I've had plenty of fun moments I would regret to not experience. For your other friend, I feel that, but if she's able to have one person she can always rely on I think that'll be enough. Check up on her, and try to be that person--maybe you two could develop a really close friendship; something unlike what you've been experiencing with your "bestfriend."


Report Comment



thank you, you get it

by sheabay ⋆.ೃ࿔*:・; ; Report

by Pixie⁀★; ; Report