Childhood and Cringe

HELLO

well, i jus wanted to share that i was SO CRINGE when i was a kid. Im not even lying, like present me would be judgemental 

But honestly, that cringe built me up, I cringe thinking about it -- its embarassing but I own up to it, being cringe is part of growing up, right?

i'll share a few things:

Like i would verbally say "Idea!" whenever i get an idea -- like those freaking cartoons 

I would literally hop around all whimsical like tom and jerry 

I would try to make fking inventions like Mr.Bean --- basically him being resourcefull LMAO

I was obssesed with MLP, Ever After High, Monster High, Bratz and Barbie-- i would watch them and instantly start dolling up for the next few days. 

I was majorly a "tomboy" growing up -- not really, ig i gaslit myself into thinking i was one

I would literally go on youtube and search out "how to be lolita" "how to be nerd" "how to be a mermaid" I WAS ON EVERY FASHION TREND U COULD SEE (but i jus didnt have the clothes LMAO) 

u name it, I have seen it. Grunge, scene, emo, geek, lolita, decora, gyaru, y2k, cottagecore, my god i was a mess- i could never choose a style ( i still can't) 

I would do cartwheels while walking in my home's hallways. 

I would say "wait for a minute, ill come back in 5 minutes" like i was some comedic icon HELP

THIS IS SO CRINGE AND EMBRASSING BUT THIS WAS ME 

lets not forget, when I wanted to waterbend and earthbend after watch Avatar the last airbender. im talking about trying to recite SPELLS in a corner of my room cause my mom would make fun of me if she found out ToT (luv u mom)