A sickness

I don't know why but I'll just write

I have a sickness to the point in which I'd rather starve myself of nutrition and sleep, just to have the CHANCE of not going to school the next day.

And this isn't just a, Oh! I don't like school, tests? BLEAGH!

No. I hate it to the point of where I'd rather kick myself down a hill, blow my head off from the mouth so that My Family can still get closure, rather than to sit in That fucking place. Wasting my entire day before passing out due to exhaustion once i get home, my life isn't "Special" anymore.

It's slipping into the Same thing, Every day. There's no Change, there's no Helping and there's no New.

It's simply slipping into the same time once more. A routine where each day it's the same down to The way i brush my teeth to the way i get myself ready for bed.

It's Tuesday today, 04:39 at the time of writing the time. 

I hate Gym

And I'm not writing this to draw attention, or for people to help me. Please, don't say anything and go on with your day

I'm simply saying this, to SAY this. I don't like being silent, so I'll talk.

04:41

04:42


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This is so fvck1ng real. I had to drop out this semester because I just couldn't take it. I'm probably going to try going back next year but idek. What's the point of school is I ain't learning jacksh1t? Like bro, I'm not going to remember this stuff even a month after I graduate --if I graduate-- how tf are we meant to become functional members of society when even just the education is making us mental


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Explaininf the point exactly, after being sick for almost a full two months. I just started to miss MORE AND MORE, I was already bad before with the weird drama my family was going through so it simple Made it worse. The teachers are great but they won't notice, school teaches you how to Write a theory for a nobel prize but they Never explain how to take it

Hope it gets better for ya if you go back to school, Never look back on what you did with shame. If you had to do that to survive then there's no reason to apologize
alright goodbhe Cool dude or dudette, it's like 1:30 hereee

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