every day

everyday i feel something change in me and i love knowing im becoming a better person.  i still get thoughts in my mind 24/7 but ive learned how to just push them down, im happy ive finally found peace within myself and everyday i hope and pray i grow stronger and stronger.  i wish the people that i’ve turned against me could realize how much ive changed as a person, and the way they had a huge impact in my life.  on a serious note i am much happier with myself then i was.  in December i was a hateful person, id push my insecurities onto other people and expect them to know what to do with it, but now ive learned better.  i still have my insecurities, we all do, but ive learned now that its better to just deal with it with myself then to push it onto other people.  ill still have serious talks with my friends about some but those are always needed.  i love knowing where i am with my life right now and i hope i stay this way.  knowing that i am a better person genuinely makes me want to help people get better as well.