i hate my friends' partners.

hi, im sosa, and i despise my "in laws" cuz yes all my best friends are my siblings. there's one thing that bothers me loads. its their partners. Don’t get me wrong i love my friends' and i wanna see them happy; but it gets really annoying when they have a parasite stuck to their side 24\7, i wish i could befriend said partners, but i respect my friends too much to even look them in the eye, i know it looks like im jealous, but honestly all i want is my friends back, it was fun when we would just laugh without needing to hear " oh, hold up im textin ____!!" or " hold up ill call you later, ____ is calling" obviously im not the boss of them but i get lonely too, i would never date cuz well i find it horrid now, the attachment , the trust you NEED to have, the heart break when they find someone better, i know it’s weird coming from a teenage girl, but love is just way too overrated, we should be focusing on our studies but who am i to judge... i just wanna make sure im not alone. what makes itbworse is that all my siblings have a special someone while im just stuck here listening to everyone gush over their partners. i think im pretty supportive cuz i always ask about their partners to show that i care. if im the problem pls let me know, but this is just my perspective. thank you for reading my rant!!