mother of anger and maybe a dead dad

I honestly feel like my mother hates my guts and I told about how I feel and nows shes talking about how I gult tripped her ny saying that, HOW how do I gulit trip you by stating my feelings? she always puts herself over me and im tired of everyone doing that.. and the last time I got a text from my dad was just him saying how he isn't happy about his life and he loves me and after that he has not texted me and I cant get in contact with anyone at that house. like litterlay anyone! it also feels like as me my mom and dad got older all 3 of us gotten worse like dead beat worse like I do drug and friggin my dad does the same and then my mom also does drugs and ALL 3 OF US ARE DEPRESSED. anyway more lore.. so my mom ab**sed me as a kid and now Im living with my aunt and shes blames me for deciding to move here because SHE TOLD ME THAT IM CRAZY AND NEED TO LEAVE HER HOUSE..I'm so tired of everything that has been going on and I just wish everyone would like get better