every cool ass person is probably mentally fucked

Ever realize how literally every person with their own vibe like truly cool and different, has gone through some next level traumatic shit? Like it’s almost a personality requirement at this point. Kinda fucked up but also makes sense

Im a girl and I grew up playing football, blasting 90s hip-hop and fucking metal while everyone else was out here being basic. As soon as middle school hit, I started getting left out just for being different. Like damn sorry for not wanting to talk about lip gloss and gossiping about people for their looks?

So yeah, I spent a good time of my teenage years alone as hell. No friend group no cute sleepovers, just me my headphones and my overthinking ass. And because of that I had major issues with relationships like, I’d catch feelings way too quick cause I didnt just want a boyfriend, I wanted a friend. I was too attached to my exs tbh

So now im 15 and a few months ago I ended up in some mental health facility (no shame btw mental breakdowns are the new hot shit) and bro every single person in there? ICONIC. Broken? Absolutely. But stylish as hell, deep, artsy, hilarious, just real dude. Like yeah we were all mentally fucked but maybe that’s why we vibed so hard. We weren’t trying to fit into any damn mold we couldn’t even if we tried.

Trying not to fit in is such a fkn mindfuck tho. Like on one hand you’re free. On the other hand, you just wanna do the same thing kurt cobain did. But being a clone.... that shit’s worse. ITS SO FUCKING CONFUSING

Everyone I met in that place looked so cool, had the craziest stories, their own style, their own way of speaking but the price of being that authentic is just pure trauma And I don’t know how to fully explain this but sometimes the most sonder people are just tired souls who got tired of pretending.

Anyway. That’s all.Stay metal and dont trust anyone in middle school lol