My ex who basically faked being gay to get rid of me

HELLO 👋🏻 

You know what, y'all? My love life has become a joke, and I want to rant to you about it. So basically I met this guy two years older than me from Egypt. We started talking a lot and got into a relationship just 2 months ago. 

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He was really sweet at first. He was so kind and nice and everything. We got into an argument, and instead of talking to me and clearing things out, he blocked me for some reason. When I asked him why he did that (from my other account), he said it was because I'm an atheist, like, dude. Do you want me or my religion?? Well, we had cleared that out and were back to normal, that was great. 

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But then we got in a fight again, and I asked him to have a break for some time (not break up), but that guy took it so wrong and went straight to breaking up. Like, excuse me? He even said he'll find another girl. He did all this and left without even apologizing once. The worst part is I still love him, and I can't get myself to hate him. I don't know what to do anymore. I had cried a lot because I truly loved him a lot. I still do, even if he did me so wrong. 

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Like, I tried to text him again using another account, and he says he was gay the whole damn time. I know he's lying. Even though he told me a whole scenario between him and a guy. I still think he's not gay because that is haram, and he's pretty religious.

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I have been crying so badly, but this guy doesn't even give two fcks. 

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This all happened last Tuesday, and I am still trying to move on. It should've been easy but it isn't 

    BYE 👋🏻