Things going on in my life : Journal 001

06/09/2025

As I'm writing this its like 4 am because I had some drinks at a restaurant with a friend and its got me up can't sleep so decide I'll try doing journal entries on stuff going on in my life as of recent!

Today was definitely needed for my mental health. It was so sunny out and peaked at 29/30 degrees in the afternoon. I was asleep until like 2 so i missed the peak but it was still so hot even later, like it was 27 well into 7pm. Technically with the sun shining, 29 felt like 31 so 30+ degrees is insane. Sadly the rest of the week won't be as hot and just in the low 20s/ high 10s. Still good even if its sunny. 

Talking abt the weather like I'm going out everyday this week lmao. Probably might go out another time this week or 2 maybe.

Anyways one week of June, and I like it. It's getting close to my birthday and turning 19 doesn't seem scary. It's just 18 part 2 imo. I ordered Addison Rae signed CD and ugh the album is out and I still don't have it in yet. I wanna burn it onto my Ipod so bad. Guess my ass gotta wait whatever. I'm getting good news about college and its upcoming. Like I start September and that feels like I'll blink and summer will be over. I can decide to push it to January and save more time since I kinda have stuff going on that might make the quick adjustment tough, but I'm sure I'll sufice. I'll give myself this coming week to decide if I want to email my advisor to push it. 

I went out today and had such a good time in the sun. I went later so couldn't be there for the peak, but was with a friend a we walked around downtown and got food. Sat by the beach and just talked. Then we spent like 3 hours deciding if we wanted food or wait for happy hour at this restaurant by the beachside. We got quick drinks at a bakery then walked back to the beachside for happy hour. Never did happy hour and I thought it was something different, but it's just cheaper menu items LMAO. We got one meal each and it was good. We both ended up getting alcoholic drinks and they were kinda funky. Like they weren't bad, but not amazing. My friends was a peachy fruity one and mine was "Brazilian Lemonade" IT TASTED SO BAD. The alcohol just made it worse tbh. But it was whatever it was a fun time and the food was good that was fine. Also the view was beautiful on the beachside watching the sunset. After that we both went home.

I wish i took some pics but I guess you just get stuck in the moment which I don't hate. 

I wore my new jeans I got at the thrift and I probs wont wear them often lol. They're crystal white bootcut jeans so when I got home the bottom was so dirty. Washed them with oxiclean and got most of the stains out, but the scuffing is still there so will figure out how to clean it out tmr. If anyone knows how to clean sidewalks scuffs dirt marks on jeans particularly white one please lmk in comment!!

To end, today was fun and really gave me that boost of joy I needed. Got me feeling a bit better than being isolated and indoors. Hoping I can do this more with friends. It's got me in the mood to want to take posting and starting I guess my art career seriously so I wanna post my art more and tiktok or whatnot. Like I need a way out of this dang town and house. I dream of having my own place someday.

I'm so cooked rn so gonna sleep since this is getting really long 

ttyl;>