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I feel like a walking blank slate. Whenever someone asks me something on a specific topic, especially in English when analyzing texts, I have no idea of what to think about it. I don't know how I even feel about it. I try to think of an adjective that would describe it, but I don't even know what I'm trying to describe right now. How do I think on the spot and know what I feel about things? I genuinely feel like an NPC except NPC's have set dialogue and a ready response for everything. I don't.
This is why I'm a pushover. I dont make my own decisions because I dont know what kind of decision I want to make. I'm probably just indecisive, but I don't even think of the options because no option appears in my head. It's just the question and nothing else.
I want to have a stronger personality, but I sometimes feel like I dont have any at all.
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piss dude -.-
read things. alot of things. focus on a topic and read things from all diffrent sourses. read things that contradict eachother. talk to ppl, listen to all diffrent points of veiw. and u dont have to have a opinion on evreything, especally things u dont understand. its ok to say "i dont know enouth about that so i dont have an opinion"
Yeah I’ve been considering reading some books over the summer. Thanks for your input btw, really helps.
That last part you said also kinda stuck with me. I’ll keep that in mind when I ever feel like this again. Thx
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