It really was that damn phone...

HIIIIIIII ( ≧ᗜ≦)

i'm cris, and i wanted to talk about something that happen to me last year that doesn't leave my mind, a story time? maybe a bit more of what i think hehe also English it's not my first language and writing is not my thing either sorry if maybe you can't understand me ( 〃．．)

last year while i was on call with my partner i accidentally dropped my phone and damn that thing was half dead after, the screen didn't respond to a lot of things i wanted to, luckily i could still call my partner! that was all i needed actually. But then things got a bit funny because my phone got worse to the point it couldn't work anymore and then i realized that i was REALLY attached to it, the main reason being to communicate with my partner because we're in a distance relationship but literally EVERYTHING i did everyday has to be on my phone, when it was so broken it was annoying trying to do anything in it i was FORCED to do things, unironically my nintendo switch became my best friend in this, i started to play splatoon 2 again (even if i didn't had the online subscription) watch whole videos without doing other stuff at the same time and even i cooked a recipe on my own! maybe these things sound like it was nothing to some people, but for someone who struggles to concentrate in doing everything even small things it meant everything to me ◝(ᵔᵕᵔ)◜

eventually, my mom payed to get my phone fixed and everything went back to what it was before, i mean, i felt happy that i could communicate with my partner without any problems again! yay! but sometimes i miss that really, of course those days weren't all perfect because i think i still have problems with my mind that i need to fix but i want it back Σ(°ロ°)

so i've decided that maybe the solution is to get a dumb-phone (i don't like people calling them that, it feels mean) when i move in with my partner in a few years! everything will be easy! but won't worry i've been trying to stop using my phone so much and do things, most importantly being kind and patient with myself with this maybe i will feel better one day! o( ˶^▾^˶ )o

thank you for reading i don't know why i wanted to talk about that but here i am, i actually feel good about it it's my first time doing something like this hehe if you want to comment what you think or maybe tell a story of something related that happened to you or if you want to comment anything it'll make me happy to read it! please have a nice day! (⁠つ´▽  `)⁠つ