Antidepressant withdrawal syndrome

I'm sick of the pills I'm taking. They make me very active, especially at night, n that's where the insomnia comes from. So I've been lying to my parents for about a week now about not taking them. But there r bad consequences from that 2:(

Again laziness n a boring outlook on life. But the worst is the constant nausea (I threw up about eight times the day before yesterday)

I think I'll start praying for the best soon