Im tired of my "friends"

I just feel they don't want me by their side. They make out withouttelling me. And even if i ask them directly, there is no response. And then i see their posts in socialmedia abt how good was the party or smth. It hurts, i know they don't give a fuck abt my person. I really enjoyed being around them. But i guess they don't feel the same.

I don't have many other friends tho. So at the end of the day, i'm feeling lonely.