I know what you did! Filthy Billy! (/quote)

Hellow, Spacehey! So recently I've been trying to lose weight starting yesterday, and also I (think) I might have autism? I dunno :/

TL; DR: I've decided to start dieting and I think I took a joke too literally? idk, might be autism bc I tend to misinterpret things without tonetags /gen

So as of recent, I wasn't too confident about my body. I weighed in at my last physical at around 167 lbs, which is classified as overweight. My mom keeps telling me that I look fine, but I don't believe her! :( So, I've decided; I'll try to stick to at least 900-1100 calories a day, and I'll try to exercise for 2-4 times a day when I can. I'll also walk around our front yard a bit, since that could also help a bit! If any of you also have tips for losing weight, lmk! /nf >_<

Also I think I might have autism. This is seen with how passionate I am over things and having extensive knowledge of them, such as horror movies. I also tend to not know how someone's tone is most of the time. I can't tell if someone is joking or not at times (and thus I realized I didn't put much tonetags into my blog in the past, in which I apologize for not having that accomodation (｡•́︿•̀｡) /gen) because a friend of mine said something that I couldn't tell if it was a joke or not, so I apologized and removed what they commented on. I just hope their ok :( I care for them a lot and the last thing I want is for them to think they did something wrong even tho they didn't /srs

Also, a list of things that could signal me having autism:

-I prefer to wear socks in the house because I don't like how the floor feels on my feet, and it feels like my feet are getting a new layer on them :(

-I have a bad habit of picking at my face (touching stimulation? idk what it's called.)

-I flap my arms when I'm excited( habit I've had since I was a tot)

-I sometimes switch accents (one moment my voice is normal, next I have a british accent, I think this counts as auditory stimming)

-I tend to quote shows and youtubers I watch (Often it's Caddicarus or CoryxKenshin)

-I absolutely HATE egg salad. Not just normal hate, but if I even smell it, I feel like I'm gonna vomit (unsafe food)

-I really like tuna with bbq sauce. It's a food that is singlehandedly a go-to for me (safe food)

-I cook my ramen noodles in a specific way. If they're not super soft, or cooked for at least 7-8 minutes and stirred in intervals, the texture is all wrong and icky and it feels too hard.

-Having interests that have lasted longer than most, ime: FNAF, Sonic, and Horror

-I DESPISE havingnthe big light on in my room. Bc I have a string of LED lights on my wall but my mom insists on having the lightbulb on. I do not like this, not only is it a waste of electricity, but it's this harsh, blaring yellow light that I despise. i do not like it.

-I despise certain noises. I don't like hearing open-mouth chewing, I don't like hearing random instruments out of tune all at once (which is why I despised my senior year of band), and certain phone alarms.

-Since I was young: I do not like kissing scenes in movies. I will rarely watch one without looking away from the screen.

-Speaking of love, I never understood modern love rules. 3 month rule? Talking stage? Honeymoon phase? What the F%@!K are you all ON about? It makes me feel dizzy when people talk about modern love.

-Last one abt love; I like how romance is portrayed in anime more than anything, and this just... stuck to me. The longing, the will-they-won't-they, the confession... It made sense and stuck with me

-also the dino phase. i was VERY big into dinosaurs as a kid.

I wanna get an official diagnosis, but seeing the current American climate towards autism... I guess I'll just have to wait another 4 years :( But as of now, I feel pretty solidly I most likely have it.

But anyway, that's all for now! bye bye! :D

Just like having a wart removed!! (/quote)