6-7: Maybe one day, ill be back (last blog for now </3)

yk as u know it, life is busy as balls bruh,,,

i might not be here for the while for alot of reasons

• my laptop is so old that spotify cannot be handled on it, the lag stresses me out quite a bit 
• i dont own a phone so i get immense guilt whenever i miss out on any blogs or dms simply bc i dont have anyway of being notified
• which both dumbs down into the fact that ease of access to this site is v hard which affects my want for engagement

• Im still in high school so ofc hw is a problem, the past 4 weeks i was doing a required internship program which also affected it
• the political climate is batshit crazy and im trying to keep myself all goods in the head 

but yeah i mean, i love blogging like its so fukin fun but rn isnt really the time.

id love to add images and decor n all but i just haven't had the time </3

maybe ill come back as truely me

ill show my face and

who i am w/o as much filter as i have rn

idk

that future shit

anyways ---

 i have like more interesting shit to talk about

like what i've been up to

ur fav polyamourous lil guy jkjk

so after that big fight and break up with my boyfriend we got back together, after like two days lol

to this day he still needs to schedule for his therapist and now the only problems or arguments is mostly his anxiety getting to him and making him quite delusional and hurting me in the process 

the thing i need to fix is just how i've been coping lately to stress

the internship left me kinda isolated and sad and if me n my bf got into a fight it'd just make it worse  

and i know no one rlly reads my shit but

me and my poly crush got togetherrr

his crush before is kind of batshit highkey and p much led him on bc she didn't want him to get hurt or whatever, him and another dude who likes her

then she fr goes on to try n get w sum chick and yap to my now bf abt it and it kinda just broke his heart. 

idk she sucks dude..

we got tg a little while after, so yk ahahaha i did get nervous that he was rebounding but yk we've lasted two months now and everything is good so far. hes a really good partner, i just rlly love him gagahhsahhha

the way our relationship is working is that my Bfs are dating me, not each other, 

so like a V shape :))

they're all good and chill with it all 

we got to have a couple of sleepover tg, bc my parent have been going out on trips so i either snuck out or snuck them in my place :3

both my bfs do this thing where they kiss each other to be like silly, and all the pics i took whenever they do that are so fucking majestic ?? idk its rlly weird.

im not really looking forward to summer, i usually get rlly depressed during summer breaks

but now i can drive it should be better and i signed up for boxing classes again so that should keep me busy.

internship sucked, the ppl there are nice n all, but their professionalism is rlly bad and i felt over worked for n unpaid intern funnn

i have many bdays coming up so must make presentssssss!!!!!!!!

ill see you guys soon

idk how to ts off lol

<3