Letting go and moving ooooooooooooooooooooon!!!

So, after a year and a half i can finally say i can let go of my past relationship :)

Yippieeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

I'm still in contact with him cuz, despite everything, I'm not good at putting any type of limits in my relationships :D. We've been friends for a long time and we still have a very deep connection, so **actually** detaching and putting strong limits WILL take a long time and it'll be a really painful and long process, but at least I can say I'm pretty sure I´ve put an end to this relationship (in my head) [we broke up almost 2 years ago but yea, yk] 

It honestly feels refreshing to feel like I could start a new relationship without feeling guilty for it, without feeling like I'm cheating on him for liking other guys even though we're not even together.

I probably won't be in a relationship anytime soon cuz, well, I'm not the most desirable person in ANY kind of way and the only two guys I think are cute are taken, but idk it just feels goooooooooooooooooooooood to not be emotionally tied to this person anymore, love him, of course, there's nothin wrong with him but I really needed to move on.

Who gives a fuck about this? Not you i guess, but now you know ;)