Birthday

 My 19th birthday was yesterday, and let me tell you, it's like God decided to curse me on that day. 
I woke up, awful headache, my phone goes off three times with my annoying ass ringtone - I ignored it until I got up 5 minutes later. I leave my room, suddenly everything is pissing me off; dirty dishes, icky garbage, pet bird hollering - every single thing just started to make me mad. AND I also got my period, which just upped my normal body pain up to 100. At that point, my day was already awful. I was lying in bed all day, and just generally angry and upset for hardly any reason. 
 I was getting upset over little things too; at one point I was really craving a pizza and wanted to order it - I got actually angry over the fact that I had no money to order a pizza, just lying in bed full of anger over a pizza, lmao. 
 I also got quite upset over the fact that I didn't get a single thing. I do think I might sound ungrateful, so I don't know if what I was upset over was valid or not, but I was just generally upset. No cake, no nothing, just little "happy birthday" messages, which made me quite sad, especially since another person in my house's birthday was just some days ago - they got a cake, but not me. During that already bad day, the fact that I got nothing made me even more upset, whether that was valid or not. 

 I kept getting very upset and emotional over a whole lot of nothing as well; I was calling family left and right, talking just to talk, and I would get so upset when they'd end the call - and even upset when my family would end a conversation too; very strange, honestly. 
 I was also very upset because I really wanted to go ahead and move to my hometown - in my last post, I talked about moving and shit, and on that day, I just wanted to go already so damn bad. When I remembered that I'd have to wait for people to move out, place walls on a house, and wait for others to move before I could, I just got so upset that I couldn't go already. 

 Anyway, just a little nonsense rambling about how weird my birthday was! Hopefully todays a little better; I imagine my period is just pissing me off, lmao.