clip from my Wattpad

If there’s one thing movies get right about gay people it is that we love a dramatic flare. That’s totally why I currently have a pack of greek gods or something? It’s hard to pay attention when one’s talking and the other two are trying to fuck me into an early grave.

I don't really know how I'm going to say this without sounding pathetic, but if i'm being honest it's actually really SUPER pathetic looking back. My somehow a love story slash how to become a victim of a serious crime, but not really a crime.

Think middle school crush on a teacher whilst he’s married and he sends you a dick pic anyway kinda vibe, but we're all legal age. The age gap is still kinda lethal if you look at it for too long, but can you blame my father for failing me as a child.

They do say you crave the kind of love you lacked as a child. That's my only excuse for fucking 3 men over 55 as a 27 year-old omega. 

I'm happy dammit, let me live my life in peace.

I don't know if I will be able to fully grasp the absolute pile of DOG SHIT situation I'm in currently. Because why the hell am i? The most normal Omega Male just trying to escape their horrible home life with college, currently banging the brains outta my teachers?

So let’s just look back to when it started. 

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“Hey there hoe’s, bro’s and those who will become both! I'm Treyton and dick for brains next to me is the resident Whore on campus!”

Trenton shoulders the Beta next to him as he cackles, the other male in retaliation pulls Trey’s head back by his hair.

“You're callin’ the wrong man a whore when everyone in this dormitory knows you give the best head on campus.”

The other male uses his free hand to grip Trey's throat playfully and bob his head in a rather telling fashion.

After giving Trey a quick smack on the ass the red headed male looks back to the giggling crowd.

“Alright you beautiful Freshies! That’s Trey, And i'm Danny! We’ll be your tour guide’s. All staff have colored bands on their arms to signal to all those of you who will get lost.”

“As all of your tour guides, we'll start at the major areas around this wonderful campus! Now if you don’t mind, let's take a small moment to introduce ourselves.”

The crowd of freshman students look round. No one has the slightest clue on how to start up a conversation. And thats real as Fuck, i also don't wanna socialise currently. 

“All of us are adults. We can talk to the people around us for 3-4 minutes. We don’t want this to be awkward now do we!”

I stand off to the side as some of the other people in the crowd look at others and start socializing with each other, like normal adults do. But I’m not a normal adult. I’m an anti-social mess of an omega, With the name Robin Blackwell.

I am just now stable enough to be let outta the mental hospital, still bursting with anxiety and fear of going back. I’m only going to do more years of school to get my dad off my back for a year, or four.

Because if that bastard tries to set me up with another peaked in High school, liver full of alcohol, blue balled alpha. Who’s only job is to blow seed into me and try not to cheat ill fucking run his pot belly ass over with his piece of shit blue cadillac he loves.

Now could I Technically not listen to that std ridden disease and sadly terrible example of a man, father, or Alpha? Yes, yes I could! Not like blocking him would be hard, But I have no money, friends, or a clear way to go in life.

And apparently I'm getting old, when the best age for omega’s to have children is actually 25-35 but no one listens unless alpha’s says it but whatever. So, I'll toughen it out a bit and try to learn how to be a real member of society.

At least until I can become a nurse with my bachelor’s, as my old man is paying for my school. No fuckin’ idea on how he got the money, but who gives a shit when I'll be making plenty of cash debt free.

I sure as hell don't, might as well bleed him dry while I still can. He doesn't even know what I'm studying.

Teaching? I let out an audible snort at the sheer audacity, alpha’s are so prideful. Like hell I'll do some stupid shit like that. 

Personally I have nothing against teachers, I just couldn't do what they do, fucking soldiers they all are.

But firstly I have to, have to, uh I don’t actually know where to start. Until now I’ve just been living as if school was the only meaningful thing in this world. A’s and credits is all I had ever known.

I never went out with friends, never spent time outside, never even got into after school activities.

And now that I’m thinking about it I didn’t have much of a life, even now. I can’t even order my own food without feeling like the world will fail me for messing up a fast food order.

Oh god, my life is REALLY depressing. The only world I’ve ever known is the one inside my room. Or at bar’s dragging my dad’s drunk ass out as we couldn’t handle another assault case financially. Or at an omega help facility.

Well anyways-!!! “WHOA THERE!” I whip my head around as if I heard a sudden loud bang. Papers, books and folders fly everywhere thank God the wind isn't that bad today or else it would look like a tree graveyard in the courtyard.

 I look up to see a Tall Man with Hazel eyes, it instantly hits me that he’s an alpha. Yes, all of the staff wear scent blockers of all forms, but some people just can’t hide their nature.

  He's older, his face refined with age. His hair was dirty blonde but still peppered with flickers of white. His chin bear if not for the hint of grey in his mustache. His skin is rich almost as if the sun blessed him the richness of it. The dark brown of it reminds me of dark chocolate, my favorite.

His hair is buzzed low, not because he’s balding but rather a preference. I just KNOW he loves his dam.

And by god, he gives me such a warm and comforting look that I can practically FEEL the slick pooling in my shorts. 

He gives off a misbehave and I'll spank you softly while whispering soft affirmations into your ears kinda vibe. And I'd absolutely LOVE to test those limits. Im so damn busy looking at the smile lines near his eyes that i didn't realise he was speaking to me.

“Are you a new student Dear? Love, your fellow classmates are leaving you behind.” He lightly chuckles. It's so deep and is as rich as his skin is. I wonder if the pups will have the same voice.

Crap! Was I staring? “O-oh! I’m SO sorry!” My face heats up as I turn to not look into the man in his very amused eyes.

“As I said before hunny, your group is about to leave without you.” He points towards a small crowd shuffling to a door with a big yellow “ Welcome to Lux Collage!” Banner.

The Man chuckles as I shoot him a quick Goodbye taking note of the yellow colored armband on his impossibly thick thigh. I blush hard as a run to chase after the tour group I’m supposed to be with. Leaving him surrounded with a group of papers at his feet.

Damn, I feel so guilty for it too…