can i be special

if i die on my birthday do you reckon it would make it a special day

can i be considered special if im gone

because honestly im alive and im nto special

i turned 18 no one gave a fucfk who was there for me no one i cried in my room no obe cared who cares

it sjust a birthday right

im like not the only 4perosn alive eve4rfyone has issues right

WHO FUCKING CARFES RIGHT

WHY DO I DO THIS

why do i care for anbyone you are all fucking stupiud and useless abnd liars and no one even cares about me you know what yuou all ruin me and im only worse because of everyonbe 

everyoe hurts me eve4ryone wants me dead right 

lol PLEASE LET ME DIE ONMY BIRTDHATY so we can all forget abou me

evryone already forgets about me ayways 

im alresadxy invisible please ebd me