June Updates

안녕!!

So I liked the style of my last blog with the updates in their own separate categories. I'll start with the bad news and work my way up to the positive updates!

Life/Health

So this past month has been really tough. My burnout continued to worsen and and I basically stopped working out and eating healthy which I had been really consistent with in April. 

Calorie tracking actually worked well for me because i saw all the macronutrients in the foods i ate and was able to increase my fibre and protein which was my goal. But eating healthy requires cooking which requires energy which i didnt have... so i gave up

It was nice to see myself become stronger but unfortunately the burnout got bad enough that I basically just decided to just stop tracking and switch to survival mode :(

Languages:

I basically completely stopped studying Korean this month. It was sad, but at the end of the day I just didnt have the mental energy to study anything for fun. My relaxing time was spent watching TV and movies lol. I am slowly getting better and I'm proud of myself for showing up to my Korean class every week! At least im still getting an hour of studying in a week xD

Work:

So that job offer I thought would be coming in July or August? IT CAME EARLY!!! I of course happily accepted, signed my offer, and QUIT MY JOBBB!!! It has been slightly satisfying knowing that the terrible decision of laying off my old boss is biting them in the ass now that I'm quitting so soon after that decision butttt yeahhhh! I'm free!!! Well almost free. 

I am finally going to rest for a full 10 days before jumping into my new job. I really hope that gives me enough time to recover from my burnout and get my health and fitness back on track! Fun times!! I'm gonna be a civil servant. crazy shit. this is what I dreamed of when I was in university 10 years ago lol. it took soooooo long. totally my fault. imposter syndrome is a fucking bitch. 

Anyways I know 2/3rds of this was a fucking bummer so I really really really hope my next update is all positivity and good vibes and me thriving in my new job lol