I hate getting older!! ☆

Ok, so well um ofc as we all know that I'm 15 and bc I'm 15, I can legally start working in the US, and get my driver's permit (which I'm going to test for tdy!!!) And um, like I'm turning 16, in 3 months and some days, and like, I literally hate it bc like it feels as if my life is flashing b4 my eyes and it's like tots not cool. Like I remember the days where I couldn't wait to be 16 so I could drive and do the things that I want since I would obvi have a job and now that it's come down to it I want it to stop. I want to turn back the clock. I feel like my youth is running out and that I can't stop it. Like I'm dating, getting a summer job, and a car. And like I want it to stop. Like I'm so mentally tired from school and now like I'm going to be physically tired from my job and like I freaking hate it. It's like no, I'm not "excepted" to work, but it's like they rlly expect me to get a job and like don't get me wrong I rlly want a job bc I'm a extremely independent 15 yr old but like at the same time I'm like feeling the effects of aging and "getting what I wished for" anywhoooo I'm gonna stop taking up time by procrastinating and get on with it... Wish me luck!!- staryy☆ xoxo