The night i opened my eyes

Just us alone. 

Our two souls, 

Lingering together in the dark.

A pure land, 

Turned unsacred. 

Everything i fought for,

Taken away, without any hesitation. 

There was not even a hint of regret that flashed in her eyes. 

On the inside, there as a personal hell i had to face. 

I was burning up.

I could have said anything. 

I could have said something. 

The only words i don't know how to say are,

“No”.

Regardless of what i could have said, 

You cut my wings, and broke the tilted halo above my head. 

Hate is a strong word, 

And though i shouldn't use it,

In the bottom of my aching heart, 

I hate you. 

You ruined me. 

You made me impure and dirty, 

My soul will never be clean again. 

No matter how much i scrub, 

It will remain as dirty as the day you laid hands upon it. 

I will never be the same

My angelic soul turned into something it never was meant to be, 

My soul will never be free, 

Always tied to this night. 

She   brought me more hell than the devil ever could.

That night, I opened my eyes. 

written by star <3m