uhmmmmmmmm, my school counsler and a couple of other mental health people did a thing today, we sculpted clay bowls, I was having a good time and I have a deep cut in my finger, and the clay burned my finger, and it hurts really REALLY BAD IM NOT EVEN JOKING I started crying, which is odd because I dont cry much, last I cried was in March I think.
uhmm then I started crying cuz in the summer the odds of me moving away are 50/50 or if I don't go, the odds of me 'going to sleep' are also there, but its like 40/60, so idk, and this class I have, my classmates, are ones I actually like, they're funny, and nice. this school doesn't have any bullies, some people have 'opps' but there's no bullying.
and if I move, i'll go to a new school, with new people and it scares me, I'll most likely move back to a place where I used to live, just a different school, most likely with the same people who I used to 'bully' and the same group of people who used to 'bully' me, I'm scared of that happening or i'll go to a foster home, if I don't move back to that place.
I don't like the people I live with now, I just like the school here.
its very confusing in my opinion.
ALso, my finger hurts sm rn,
okay bye, I LOVE YOU (idk who u r)
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Adeline
Dang :( I get ur struggle, praying for u I hope all goes well