rotting in my house! :DD

Hi, soooo my class has went on a trip of 3 days to the beach.

 I didn´t come bcs I don´t believe in myself, 

all my friends are having fun, they are in a disco rn, and what I am doing? 

crying yeah, Im fuck*ng crying bcs Im just a crybaby.

maybe if I believed in myself more, I would be having fun w my friends...

also my crush has went to the trip too, a dude told me that he will force him to talk to girls and stuff like that, I hate my life, I wish I was never born.

btw sorry for this sad blog! Ik I usually put happy blogs about my life or smth like that! but life isn´t great guys :3

do you ever had something like this happening? tell me in the comments! :DD