i ghenuinelyn fucking hate my sibling is this normal?

Hi guys long time no see eek!

just wnated to go on a rant bc im literallt having a breakdown and i am crying while i am typing this abt my sister. (BTW MY MUM HAS JUST COME IN AS IM TYYHPING THIUSN SENTENCE AS IM CRYING TO ASK ME SMTH THEN HAS LEFT MY DOOR WIDE OPEN I CANT SDO THIS NAYMORE) anyways ☺️ as i was saying my sister has come home from uni and is staying for pussyclart 3 weeks ffs and shes literlaly been here for abt 3 days now i think and im ALREADY tired of her. like vereything she does pisses me off idk why. i cant tell if shes genuinely an inconvenience or if its just me but either way ik my love for her is deteriorating by the second! but its not even just now that im feeling this way bc like evrytime she comes home im filled with dread. like birds stop churping, sun stops shining, plants start to wither all that sort. 

ik i sound like a horrible shitty person and sister but pls know she FUCKING! capital eff exclamation mark cannot stress this enough HATED!!!! me like not even like sibling hate whatever everyone has that but like pure hatred (EVEN THOUGH I WOULD LITERALLY NOT DO ANYTHING TO HER!?) and mind you she was like textbook moody teenager like she was not seen with a smile on her face since 2009 (year before i was born...) so like you would understand why her natural bitchiness wouldnt make an exception for me but ACTUALLY NO she shouldnt have been that rude to me as a KID thinking abt it now! (we're 6 yrs apart btw if that makes a difference) but ANYWAYS the way she hated me went far beyond her normal mood but thing is to this day i dont understand why she hated me so much?! idk if she was like jealous or what but its like im like 2 yrs old and ur 7 and at that somewhat in this context big age ur hating on me a little baby?! sort it out mate honestly.

staying on topic ill give u some examples of like tiny things that she does that drive me up the fucking wall (not just me actually!): when she comes into our room (mostly night) she firstly opens the door with such unnecessary force that it practically shakes the walls  then leaves that door WIDE OPEN while the bright hallway light is on so that means im basically being blinded everytime she walks into my room (my bed is like kinda opposite ish the door and i share the room with my mum and sister dont ask why) and wakes my mum up as shes likely already fallen asleep. like she gvneuinly has no regard for others. another thing is that everytime she walks into a room she DRENCHES herself in perfume that smells like booty mind you EVEN THOUGH SHE HAS ASTHMA like everytinme she does it i can literally taste it in my mouth. BTW this is the reason why im writing this bc she sprayed so much i had to leave the room which lead to this rant! but theres so amny othe things she does but i think the main thing is just ntat she literally doesn tthink abt anyone other that herself. she forces my dad to stay off work just to pick her up from uni bc shes too fucking lazy to take the train and also basically takes my parents money and doesnt even seem grateful or soprry that shes taking my (already struggling) parents money. she then spends that money on clubbing and going out or on the hair dressers or stupid shit that she doesnt fucking need and posts on her story abt it like UGHGUHH. sigh. 

also dont care if this is TMI but wanted to linking back to my first sentence im not sure if im like abt to start my period bc i think i am and that might be the reason why im so annoyed but i lowkey need someone to tell me that im actually valid for thinking this bc i fear i may be going crazy!!!

pls help guys

P.S couldnt be arsed to spell check onbce again bc i dont rlly give af so my bad 🙏😁❤️

bayee!

-jenster 😛