---Last Ode to Secondary School---

This is just me saying my last goodbye to school that I had such a love hate relationship with. Cause no matter the lack of friends, the amount of drama or the fear of judgement, I still found comfort in the quiet places, the library the art department, even just hanging around my locker. I went from being such a loud and outgoing kid to a quiet weirdo in the corner (I was always a weirdo tho) and by the end I felt I was ready to move on and that's what its supposed to do. You're not supposed to attach yourself to the place that's meant as a stepping stone into the real world, and that's what I've done, but i am going to miss the safety net of the school. The main part is the clubs and younger students that I have made good friendships with yet I cant see what they do with their future as many of them are so smart and driven. 

I will truly miss the underwater robotics club, 'ImpROVise', I've had the great pleasure of being one for their 'CEO's for this years competition season and I can see the improvement in their work and as a team and I'm so proud of them all (even tho none of them will see this) and I know for certain that they will thrive when their older into making the world a better place, cause they have mine better. It was nice to see a smiling familiar face on the days you had no friends, it was nice to be wanted and them for wanting to stay in contact with me. I will definitely visit them in the upcoming years and if I have the chance to, actually judge the competition that they're competing for. 

The art department was another safe place for me in my 5th year (out of my 6 years). The only art teacher was off for unknown reasons and ad no idea of when her return was (later found out it was a mixture of medical and maternal reasons) so there was a sub subbing in for the year round, she was a art teacher but only qualified for teacher primary school children (up to 11 yr old, I was 16) , and even though my portfolio wasn't the greatest and the class sometimes felt as if I was teaching myself everything, I still loved that class. The freedom to create and explore anything was truly amazing. Especially the fact the department was basically empty constantly, like a forgotten part of the school. I could study and dance along to the music without judgement, I had a whole classroom of quietness and it gave my mind space to think, especially during exam season as it was basically my own personal study room. Every break and lunch spent there, and everyone in my year kinda forgot about me (which is nice) cause I forgot about most of them too. 

-RANT-

And to that one group of girls. GET OVER YOURSELVES. not everything is about you yet you guys seem like your trying to be the main characters of a movie, very cliche and bitchy. You all hate and judge one another and I doubt you will still be friends in the upcoming years. You guys excluded anyone that wasn't one of YOU, I genuinely have a hard time telling you guys apart cause you're just the same person. And I'm shocked that you care about my opinion so dearly with the passive aggressive tt comment, alongside talking abt it. I called EVERYONE in my years 'dicks', not just you guys, AND I WASN'T EVEN TALKING ABOUT THE TEA PARTY THING YOU DUMB FUCKS.

sorry, that was a lil aggressive.

ANYWAYS....

I will miss the school not for the subjects, the teachers and definitely not the students, but I do have fond memories that I hold and I will miss the groups I was a part of :'(

- LAST DAY PHOTO DUMP-

( + some took throughout the year, took me so long to uplaod T-T )